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markubongen:

“I am sure there is a future state; I believe God is good; I can resign my immortal part to Him without any misgiving. God is my father; God is my friend: I love Him; I believe He loves me.”

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markubongen:

So many places,
Places we can go.

So much to experience,
leaving more room to grow.

So get out there and thrive,
Living is not a crime.

So many places,
Yet so little time.

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"And it’s hard to hate someone once you understand them."

Lucy Christopher, Stolen: A Letter to My Captor (via textposter)

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ralphabetsoup:

tastefullyoffensive:
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my heart…

I can’t handle myself. 

ralphabetsoup:

tastefullyoffensive:

[acmajor]

my heart…

I can’t handle myself. 

(via spami)

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The more we hang out with each other, the more I learn we have so much in common, and the more I’m interested to find out even more about you.

I think that’s a good thing. ~

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'Do not lost hope'
'Please stay strong a little bit more'
‘We are waiting’
‘Please comeback’
'Are you Hungry ?'

#PrayForSouthKorea

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04/16/14 6:39PM

A small message to all my high school math teachers:

Thanks for nothing.

With all due respect, Mark

I’m taking my first college math course and boy is it biting me in the butt. I know what these things are, but I don’t know how to properly do them. In a way, I sort of blame myself, but at the same time, I’ve never even heard half of the rules and concepts that I “should have learned in high school”. Yeah, um, thanks for teaching me how to make origami shapes in high school instead of the stuff that actually mattered. 

I’m so screwed.

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phototoartguy:

Puppy’s First Visit To The Beach Will Make All Other Dog Photos Out There Irrelevant

This little fella’s name is Champ. He’s a 9-week-old golden retriever that went to the beach for the first time in Hagar Township on Lake Michigan.

Photograher Patrick Holthof

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New lens to replace my broken one came in the mail. I think I’m gonna start taking photos of random things again and post them just because. 

Mmm

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04/12/14 1:22AM

Today felt like one of those days where being in Key Club again would have been such great fun. I know many times already I’ve exclaimed my true love and passion for Circle K in comparison to Key Club, but today just felt like a bad day for me in my Circle K life and it really made me miss being a Key Clubber. Seeing all the DCON posts, finding out the people I highly look up to in Key Club getting awards, and even finding out Jacqueline is the new district governor (whoo region 07). It all made being in Key Club today so fun, and being in Circle K not so much.

Today I gladly attended the Magic Kingdom trainer just because I actually wanted to go to dcm, but I didn’t know that Annie and Baldwin were actually hosting workshops for the trainer meaning I’d have to stay. I don’t know, in my mind it still sucks, and in reality, it still feels like it sucks. I hated when I got the question again today, “Mark! I haven’t seen you in so long, but it’s nice you came out today! What position are you again?” I know general member should always be the most important position to you, but at the time, it sucked saying it only for them to tell me, “Oh, it’s okay, there’s always next year.” And knowing pretty much all the people from my club who went today were only and only board members (except Annie), it made me feel even more out of place - like I didn’t belong, and my only connection to them is because I’m from their club. Not gonna lie though, the times where I really got to just sit down and learn, laugh, and just talk to people were great, but in my mind, I just couldn’t still sink in the feelings I was trying to hold back. I’m not really good at hiding that somethings wrong with me. Even Phillip Chow noticed and definitely picked on me a lot to break me out of my shell during his workshop and even when I got to sit down and talk to him (which by the way I gladly enjoyed his workshop). I don’t know. Today was fun, but at the same time, seeing the multitude of facebook posts, text messages telling me they got distinguished, and all the joy that radiated from people I knew from Key Club just made me miss it so much. Today just felt like a good day to forget the Circle K and relive the stuff I loved about Key Club the most, sharing great memories with people I love and care about.

I had a great time though going to Boiling Crab with my family and others though. That and Phillip Chow’s workshop would have to be the highlights of my day. I just wished I was able to have fun all the other times I was at MK Trainer too. I mean I could have, but my feelings were just bringing me down too much, ending up to my sorrow and despair. It’s funny how much of a big deal I’m still making of this. It’s almost been a month and a half, but my heart still hasn’t let go. I guess that’s just how bad I really wanted it. And I still do. So bad..

Sigh, random late night post. Had to release some stress and feelings to help me sleep. Sorry tumblr.

Goodnight.

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I think I’m going to start using this regularly again. It’s a good way to distract myself when I’m feeling down, write what’s on my mind, and see if there are people in the world that actually care about or can relate to what I have to say.

Oh and to reblog good, relevant, and hilarious things. 

Here we go.

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Here I am sitting in the car with the new district governor and our new club secretary talking about getting positions, what they want to do with their positions, sending rejections, looking for experience, and whatever else.

And here I am, someone whose been rejected from everything I even aspire to do all the time.

It’s so discouraging. They probably think I’m sleeping. I feel so uncomfortable being in this car right now, because on the inside, I’m still hurting from all the shit I’ve experienced, and the dreams I won’t be able to fulfill.

Ugh, just get me back to Irvine already.

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denggitsjen:

people who say tfti,

especially those who say it religiously.

omfg. I can’t with yallz.

Scuse?